You

No no no

it was not possible,

you,

after so many years,

you.

 

Time stood still,

you.

 

Eyes on me

my gut whispered and I looked,

I shouldn´t have looked,

and on the other side of the glass,

you.

 

All those joyful and painful memories

long gone, forgotten or so it seemed,

came back in a blast,

you.

 

For the brief seconds our eyes met,

I was once again

a twenty something naive girl, 

my knees were trembling,

you,

my heart was racing,

you,

I refused to belive it,

you,

it was really you,

you.

 

I couldn’t breathe,

and then,

realization came,

struck me like a lighting bolt.

 

And I,

I am really me,

but not the one you met,

that ingenious girl died,

she drowned in tears and regrets

and I’ve never missed her.

 

This woman I’ve become:

strong, confident, brave.

This woman I adore

way more I ever adored you.