No no no
it was not possible,
you,
after so many years,
you.
Time stood still,
you.
Eyes on me
my gut whispered and I looked,
I shouldn´t have looked,
and on the other side of the glass,
you.
All those joyful and painful memories
long gone, forgotten or so it seemed,
came back in a blast,
you.
For the brief seconds our eyes met,
I was once again
a twenty something naive girl,
my knees were trembling,
you,
my heart was racing,
you,
I refused to belive it,
you,
it was really you,
you.
I couldn’t breathe,
and then,
realization came,
struck me like a lighting bolt.
And I,
I am really me,
but not the one you met,
that ingenious girl died,
she drowned in tears and regrets
and I’ve never missed her.
This woman I’ve become:
strong, confident, brave.
This woman I adore
way more I ever adored you.
